Grinchyness

Sorry. I know I've been MIA, but I've been depressed. I know I'm not supposed to be, with Christmas and all, but frankly that's part of the problem. My husband is 8 billion miles away, and I'm working every single weekend until Christmas and nights on Christmas and Christmas Eve. So this Christmas season is a bust for me.

I haven't been taking care of myself either -- haven't been working out or eating properly. So I think that's part of the problem. But I worked out today, so I feel better. And I'm going to get back into the work out habit. So things will get better, even if Christmas kind of sucks.

Otherwise, I have to decide what I'm going to do about Japanese class next semester. E suggested I go through Rosetta stone. That's a good idea, since I have trouble getting to class on a regular basis, and I could go at my own pace. On the other hand, part of the reason I want to go to class is so that I have deadlines to meet, because I'm afraid if I do it at my own pace, it will drag on and on and I won't really learn anything. Also, I enjoy meeting new people and it will force me to get out of the house, which right now is something I could use. So I need to figure out what I want to do about all this.

That's it for now. I really should be working. I'll start writing more once I'm not so damn down, I promise.